Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Confessions of a Slightly De-Cluttered Mind

I'm almost certain "de-clutter" is not a word, but heck.

It's been ages since I've blogged, and for a while, I honestly felt that it wasn't for me anymore. Only to realize that I really miss having a space to vent, but my "lifestyle" for the past two years was definitely not blogger-friendly. For the uninitiated, I have quit my job at Hill & Knowlton. After 2 years, 1 month and 26 days, I've finally took the leap and did what I've always told people to do -- if you don't like your job, just quit. It's a scary thought, but I'm glad I did it.

I'm at a strange place right now. I'm content and in the present. It's weird to say this, but I've never been here before. It's like discovering a whole new part of my emotions that I never really gave time or thought to. All my life, it's been go, go, go! From high school to university to work, I've always looked ahead and raring to move on. I know that there are important people in my life that may not understand my decision to quit, especially in this market and with no job waiting, but I need a break. I need to be honest with myself and I'm hoping to try something different. Whatever it is that I move on to, I want it to be closer to something that I'm honestly interested in, rather than pursuing a job simply because I know that I have the skills for it and forsaking my interests. I'm tired of looking forward to weekends, to the end of the work day, and simply loathe going to bed on Sunday night because waking up would mean having to start the work week all over again.

So what next? I have a general direction of where I'm headed and I guess there's no better place to start than here. I'm going to try to blog again. My attempt this time will have more focus -- looking into movieland. But of course, every now and then you'll have posts about completely random things, but hey, it'll always be me.

PS: If you're in the movie studio / film industry and looking for someone who's willing to give everything up to do film publicity/marketing/promotion - you know where to find me!



Anonymous Anonymous said...

where are you working at present?

7:11 PM  

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